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Lyrics:
when i sleep i don't wanna wake up
fell behind please no one wait up
i don't wanna live life so hated
i just wanna show my mom i made it
everyday i wake up so lonely
who am i if i don't know me
all the doors seem to be closing
really need someone to hold me
every single day i close my eyes i think about what it's like to feel alive and ah man
million things gone in my head
wonder will l dream this much when i'm dead
they say shake it off and everybody else says he fakes a lot but i swear
more than anything i feel scared
what if i'm never happy again?
what if everyone i love and everybody on the ground and up above don't care
i don't wanna be the one who's not there
always gotta be the one it's not fair
thinking bout when i die, i've been thinking bout dreams in the afterlife again
never mind all i want is some friends
or at least people that don't pretend
people that pretend i'm fine, watch them all ignore my tears when they look into my eyes, fuck this
i'm all alone you're all i miss
and all i want is one last kiss
i don't really know who i am, i don't really wanna be the one who's there at the end, my friend
nobody cares so why begin?
nobody's here so i commit
when i sleep i don't wanna wake up
fell behind please no one wait up
i don't wanna live life so hated
i just wanna show my mom i made it
everyday i wake up so lonely
who am i if i don't know me
all the doors seem to be closing
really need someone to hold me
every single day i close my eyes i think about what it's like to feel alive and ah man
million things gone in my head
wonder will l dream this much when i'm dead
they say shake it off and everybody else says he fakes a lot but i swear
more than anything i feel scared
what if i'm never happy again?
everybody wanna bring it to me, everybody wanna be the act in a movie,
i don't think anybody ever thought i couldn't do it, no
they talk and talk and i just block it out like i see through it
i know yea i know, yea, i know i should be better, i know i can do better
i know you couldn't breathe but that's because i made the weather
i know you couldn't leave but that's because i laid the pressure
i knw you lived but now i wanna die, you made me laugh but now i wanna cry
you were my gift but now i'm out of time, i had your back but now who's got mine?
who's got mine? huh? who's got mine?
no goodbyes yea no goodbyes
rip my heart out when you look into my eyes
rip my heart out when you finally realized THAT
i know, you know, i know
i know, you know, I know (x6)
(overlap)
when i sleep i don't wanna wake up
fell behind please no one wait up
i don't wanna live life so hated
i just wanna show my mom i made it
everyday i wake up so lonely
who am i if i don't know me
all the doors seem to be closing
really need someone to hold me
every single day i close my eyes i think about what it's like to feel alive and ah man
million things gone in my head
wonder will l dream this much when i'm dead
they say shake it off and everybody else says he fakes a lot but i swear
more than anything i feel scared
what if i'm never happy again? (x8)
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