if i really love you i’ll let you go..

lexi jayde - if i really love you

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~ lyrics ~

yesterday you told me that you wanna be alone
i could hear the distance in your voice over the phone

you don’t say i love you back
or let your feelings show

you used to be so good at that
but now i never know

i wish you would hold me
i wish you would tell me how you feel
want you to show me
if anything left in this is real

cause maybe i’m afraid to see you dancing on your own
if i really love you
i’ll let you go

midnight drives in your old sweatshirts never felt so cold
i can hear the stupid songs you showed me everywhere i go

i can taste the hesitation running from your lips
i can feel it in my bones they’re breaking we
can’t end like this

i wish you would hold me
i wish you would tell me how you feel
want you to show me
if anything left in this is real

cause maybe i’m afraid to see you dancing on your own
if i really love you
i’ll let you go

[ bridge poem ]

moments wrapped in romance that end with bitter sunrises and goodbyes
moments so fragile and rare that i wonder
if they would have the same taste if not such a delicacy
but i'd still devour you as i lay here and recall years of wavering emotions
suppressed desires and volcanic explosions that retreat into dormancy
i wonder could we ever flow together
or are we two twin souls finding each other in the wrong lifetime

cause maybe i’m afraid to see you dancing on your own
if i really love you
i’ll let you go

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